tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56133309722788064972024-03-06T07:30:27.751+08:00Bride...with 'zilla' moments.This is my version of a whingebook, I can get all of my frustrations and stress out while trying to plan my wedding. Basically a clueless girls guide to getting things sorted.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.comBlogger211125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-9379326049177774322013-06-14T19:48:00.001+08:002013-06-14T19:48:40.873+08:00You take my breath away. I've had a rough week.<br />
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I just want to get high.<br />
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The End.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-16935014807608743982013-04-21T22:09:00.000+08:002013-04-21T22:09:38.788+08:00ResolutionsSo I don't keep resolutions.<br />
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Here's a few facts about me:<br />
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I love, love. I love hearing stories of how people met, how people got engaged, if people have a 'one that got away' and what happened. I'm interested in other peoples lives but I usually don't pry, so when people do get onto these topics I get so excited.<br />
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I need to read more, I know this. I find it so hard to get stuck into a book because I don't seem to fall for the story line quickly enough. I just finished reading a book, it took me 2 days to read and it wasn't that interesting, but I felt that it was therapeutic and what I needed, it made me cry and maybe even question things. I'm going to read more, that's for sure. I need a new connection and I feel that getting lost in a book is a good way to just relax.<br />
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I am terrible at looking after myself 'mainenance' wise. I always intend to but I just don't allow myself to, I get lazy. I have nail polish that is never perfect, splotchy fake tan and split ends. I do want to work on this but I just focus on other things, but they aren't important things so I should work on it.<br />
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Food consumes my mind way too much, I honestly feel like I have a disorder without the illness, I think about food way too much and I am overweight from bad habits but in all honesty, I pretty much think about food all the time and it's a terrible habit or issue or whatever.<br />
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My comfort TV show is Friends (I love Scrubs soo soo soo much) but at the end of day Friends is what I can watch over and over and over. I am so incredibly in love with Ross and Rachel and their story. I could watch it all day every day. I just love the characters so much.<br />
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Am I the same person from before my Mum died? Or did the heartbreak change me completely? It's gotten to a point where I can't remember how I used to be before it happened. It's 7 years. I was a normal teenager with a normal life, and I was growing up normally and then it happened.<br />
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I'm friends with very few people who knew me and my mother before she passed away and I confide in very few about the topic. My dearest doesn't believe I've changed she still refers to me as an amazing strong person.<br />
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Maybe I question myself because i'm getting older and perhaps wanderlust, perhaps I just wish I could drop everything and just run away. I'm much too 'sensible' for that. I couldn't just get Tallboy and myself to drop everything in our lives and take out a massive loan and just up and leave for a while. Sometimes though the fantasy and feeling like a teenager again consumes me. Do we ever feel as old as what we actually are though? I'm only 25, but, I don't know.<br />
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I guess I've just had a rough week with Tallboy not being here and missing my dearest friend. It's been a rough week and I feel as though i've sunk back into my funk of not knowing what to do, sometimes I hate that I am 'sensible' and that I do just do the 'norm' go to work, come home, routine, go to sleep, go to work, come home. I just really miss Tallboy, he's only gone a week but it shows how utterly crazy about him I am. I just want to spend more time with him, and I wish my dearest friend and I could be together and not live in different states.<br />
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It's okay not to be okay.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-40575661221562788392013-01-15T20:47:00.002+08:002013-01-15T20:47:49.039+08:00Getting fit is hard.Getting fit is hard.<br />
Fat pleaseeeeeeeeee melt off me soon.<br />
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I don't ever sensor my blog or pretend to be someone I'm not, but just incase the person this is about reads this, I can't write what I really want, for fear that they'll probably neck themselves.<br />
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YOU are master of your own destiny, no one else walks in your shoes, and your fucking shoes took you to where you are today. YOU did this to yourself. NO-ONE ELSE.<br />
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If I could cry and shout and scream and fucking go hulk right now I would.<br />
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Seriously, FUCK YOU.<br />
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I can't help you, don't you get that? I can't live your life for you, you need to get in control of it and stop dwelling on factors that you can't change. I just wish that you would go and get the help that you need and would start being a role model.<br />
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Please call someone and get help.<br />
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http://www.lifeline.org.au/love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-71836777975765264142013-01-02T20:39:00.001+08:002013-01-02T20:39:44.142+08:00House & AlbertSo today to add to the house makeover I got some wedding photo's blown up and framed for a nook wall in our house! :) So excited. Tallboy is going to put them up tomorrow. Apart from that I really didn't do anything today as I am still pretty sick with a cold.<br />
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In some lameciting (So lame that it's exciting) news we got our Thermomix today!! :) I have named him Albert, so far we have made mash potatoes, smoothies and crepe batter in it. Ah-Mazing! Like really, so good. The mash was a little gluggy but pretty good for a first try, Then the smoothies were delicious and tasted like Boost Juice ones, and the crepes were so silky smooth. Gah so delicious.<br />
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Tomorrow I got to Ikea with Harry Potter for the first time everrrrrrrr. OMG i'm so excited!!!!love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-1841267076636865212012-12-30T20:54:00.001+08:002012-12-30T20:54:15.069+08:00House Make OverSo I've been online 'window' shopping looking at all the items I dream of one day owning.<br />
For months I have been wanting some shower curtains and wall art from urban outfitters, my gorgeous Tallboy just told me to finally commit and buy the items and when I finally get the checkout, Of course, they don't ship the items to Australia.<br />
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So that really sucks. So now i'm just continuing to try and find Australian Online Homeware stores with prints etc, i'm drowning my sorrows with ice cream, i'm going to paint my nails and Pitch Perfect is on.<br />
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Anyway, here are some other items that I really would like to own one day.<br />
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I am in love with this clock but it's sold out.<br />
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I am loving holidays. They have been amazing. The first week off is almost over and i've done so much, gone out in the city, gone out local, had lunch dates, spent two and half days painting and finishing the whole paint job on the house, and tomorrow I will get the house cleaned up and sorted (work on that decluttering.) I'm also going to pop down to the shops to get a few decor pieces. Yay.<br />
Here are some before and after pictures, not very good ones purely because I was way too exhausted today to take any proper ones.<br />
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I'm really pleased with the colours and I know what decor I'm going to get so i'm so excited. Next thing for us to get changed are the floors (from vinyl to floorboards) and then we will work on the back yard. Yay. <br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-66816829679530643622012-12-29T20:23:00.003+08:002012-12-29T20:23:25.303+08:00It's almost that time again - ResolutionsSo last year I made a few resolutions, they were -<br />
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1. Lose Weight - I get a C for effort.<br />
I did manage to lose a shit load of weight, I did not manage to keep it off :(!!!<br />
I am now back to where I started so I'm pretty upset about that, but I'm still aiming to lose weight again and find the lifestyle that allows me to keep it off.<br />
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2. Break my obsession with breakfast coke - A++++, I passed that one very well.<br />
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3. Donate more blood - F.<br />
I haven't had an opportunity to do it at all.<br />
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4. Housey, Housey, Housey - B-.<br />
We finally just finished painting the house (after being here for 8 months.)<br />
Finally it is starting to shape up the way we wanted.<br />
It isn't minimalist as of yet, but i'm trying to de-clutter it.<br />
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5. Be happy. I'm working on it. I'm happy in my life, i'm working on my weight, and I'm going to try and change jobs.<br />
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1. Lose weight and keep it off, this will always be something that I try to accomplish.<br />
2. Housey - Get started on the minimialisticness that I want for the house, declutter and get the edgy cute things that i've always wanted. Start on the wall collage, get the new cushions for the spare rooms etc.<br />
3. Stay Happy - Try and be positive in what aspects you can be.<br />
4. Maintenance - I want to try and ensure that I do keep up appearances, get the hair and nails done or keep them tidy etc. It will just make me feel better etc.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-11995925719262480342012-12-20T20:35:00.002+08:002012-12-20T20:35:21.512+08:00DrainerWhat an emotionally deflating and draining day.<br />
Nothing makes you lose motivation more than realising how your workplace really see's you.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-18128118121993689492012-12-09T20:28:00.000+08:002012-12-09T20:28:01.070+08:00What a weekend.I've had such a crazy few weeks lately. I'll try to get back into blogging but i've definitely lost my creative edge, kind of like writers block. I really like to let my blog have no filter and I love it to not be 'forced' but I do feel that my humour has been lagging. Hopefully it'll come back if some exciting things happen soon.<br />
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Anyway I've had an amazing weekend.<br />
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On Friday morning I went down south with Tallboys family for Willys and Tanya's magical wedding (Tallboy was in the bridal party for a wedding so he was already with the groom down south.) The M.I.L and her family took me down south with them and we had a stunning lunch at the Eagle Bay Brewery. It was absolutely delicious, the best thing about down south is the food, as it's so fresh and all grown locally.<br />
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In the Arvo we went to our accommodation which were little cabins on farm stays and I just hung out with the M.I.L and her sisters, and then all the other relatives, the american nanny Tessa and all of Willy's little brothers and sisters (ranging from 5 - 10 years old), children scare the shit out of me, honestly they are little humans that can talk and scream and they sense your fear of them, but it was ok after about 5 hours we kind of became awkward friends so that was good.<br />
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A lot of bad food was consumed and the kids we entertaining especially Eddie (who I am currently plotting to steal) with his favourite youtube song, see below; it made me crack up, definitely makes me think that someone who was drunk created it.<br />
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Me, Tessa (American Nanny) and Eddie.</div>
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The Estate was beautiful, so lush and green with perfect views and beautiful gardens, Tanya was a gorgeous bride in a stunning gown and it was a really nice ceremony. The reception was held at the Duckstein brewery and it was gorgeous! It had the most stunning view of a take and the sky above it with cracked clouds showing glorious sky light was just insane. The speeches were beautiful and the company was fantastic, it was such a special night and I feel very blessed to have been a part of it. I so wish them every happiness in the world & now they are off to Hawaii together.</div>
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On Sunday I woke up feeling a bit sorry for myself but that was self inflicted. We spent more time with the family and then headed back home.<br />
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Tomorrow I still have a day off work which is truly such an amazing feeling after such a full on weekend, so I'm going to do some chores around the house, go to a special appointment and then hopefully catch up with some friends.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-35137090938617660332012-11-26T21:31:00.000+08:002012-11-26T21:31:19.141+08:00The YoYo Dieter Strikes Again. So I'm back at my old tricks, losing weight being happy and satisfied with the weight loss and then binge my heart out until I gain it all back. *sigh* when will I learn.<br />
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I am only 5kg away from being at my heaviest again so, once again, I have restricted myself to trying to change my lifestyle…again. Nothing like try number 83478322001328920100000000, at least I keep trying.<br />
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So I am back to having limited carbs and sugars.<br />
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DAY 1 in the life of limited sugars and carbs.<br />
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6am wake up & walked the dogs<br />
7am had fruit, natural yoghurt and a tbs of strawberry yoghurt to mix in.<br />
8.30am work<br />
11.00am had an apple and a half a cup of tea<br />
12.00pm had lunch - greensalad, raw mushrooms, skinny cow piece of cheese and quiche (got to have protein)<br />
1pm - die of hunger<br />
2pm - die of hunger<br />
3pm - die of hunger<br />
4pm - half a cup of tea<br />
5pm - Drive home<br />
5.30pm - Make a thai green curry with tons of vege for lunches<br />
6pm - walk dogs again<br />
6.45pm - get home again<br />
7.00pm - make dinner, pan fried chicken with mushroom and garlic sauce and salad<br />
8.00pm - spend time with husband<br />
9.00pm - finish tafe<br />
9.23pm - Start getting the sugar and carb headache withdrawals.<br />
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At least I know that I need to be more prepared when it comes to snacks. I just struggle to find things to eat that aren't carbs or sugar. I'll have to make my snacks protein based again.<br />
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I'll keep progress of how I'm going, but my history shows that I always do this, lose motivation and give up. Yay for me.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-74577991604571578422012-11-09T19:10:00.001+08:002012-11-09T19:10:42.797+08:00YAYYYYOH MY GOD!<br />
I have my wedding disc with the photos on them ANDDDDDDD I have so many ideas.<br />
So excited!!!!<br />
YAYYYYYYlove.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-91847695315395090112012-10-21T21:56:00.001+08:002012-10-21T21:56:53.083+08:00My bookSo I've started writing my book. I have no depth to it. It has no storyline so far, but I have to say it makes me feel better.<br />
<br />
here's a little bit:<br />
<br />
He looked at me, it was such a caring and
gentle gaze, he kindly brushed some stray hairs out of my face and before I
knew it I had pushed myself into him, I kissed his face, his stubble grazed my
face, I interlocked my mouth with his and to my surprise he was kissing me
back, it was soft and passionate. I mirrored his actions and I latched onto the
bottom of his lip giving it a gentle tug. I continued kissing him I couldn’t
help myself and my hands were running through his hair. I felt as though I had
been connected to him for hours but it had only been a few minutes until the
drunken embrace was broken. My stomach was looping and I was euphoric, feeling
some many emotions that I hadn’t felt for so long.<br />
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P.s my book isn't going to be a 50 shades of grey or a twilight, it's not sadistic, it's not pornographic. It's just something that I want to create for myself, something that has a happy ending.<br />
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This guy.</div>
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Melts.</div>
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My.</div>
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Heart.</div>
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-83883305451376373032012-10-21T21:40:00.001+08:002012-10-21T21:40:45.345+08:00wahmbulanceI get so sooky when I'm sick. I can't help but think of how different my life would be if my mum were still here. I miss her everyday and I just wish that I could have her back. I have a good life, but it will never be complete. I love my husband and I love my friends, but there are days when it all goes wrong and all you need is the 'mum hug' just the fact that I can't just pick up the phone and call her sucks. I can't just call her and ask her for advice or meet up with her for a coffee. It's pretty fucking bullshit. She always said I could be anything that I wanted to be, she found her career that she loved when she was 40. I just really need her today.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-6033775624708635612012-10-21T19:21:00.000+08:002012-10-21T19:21:16.283+08:00reallyyyy?I can't believe I'm still sick, got sick on Thursday, went home sick from work on Friday, felt ok on Saturday morning, got worse in the arvo and now Sunday night still have horrible fevers. Sucks a fat one that's for sure.<br />
<br />
I was supposed to start back at the gym tomorrow but that's not going to happen when I have such a hot fever. I'll have to focus on getting better and then get back to it. I'm still going to eat healthy and get back on track with eating well.<br />
<br />
Tallboy and I have started paining the house. Only little bits and pieces but I'm so excited that we are working on it. I can't wait until we've done the walls and then once that's done new floors, skirting boards and then I can work on accessorising the house!<br />
New curtains, shower curtains, wall art!!, chandeliers and rugs. It's going to be amazing!<br />
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I can't wait. My fever is getting worse so i'm out.<br />
bye.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-81324073863049304372012-10-21T14:00:00.000+08:002012-10-21T14:00:25.684+08:00*le sigh*I WISH I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LIFE.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-35844293596437582432012-10-08T21:11:00.000+08:002012-10-08T21:11:30.299+08:00My Olsen Twins WeddingOMG you guys! It's finally happened, Memma is OFF the Market.<br />
Captain Planet finally proposed to her, in a plane no doubt, pfft of course he'd do it in a plane, he's got to be in the sky being Captain Planet and all.<br />
<br />
Congratulations Memma, you are going to be the most stunning bride & i'm going to be crying like crazy.<br />
<br />
Memma got engaged on saturday and its only Monday night now and we've probably texted each other about 8 million messages, pictures of rings (Memma get's to choose or make her own - lucky thing) & we have be researching venues like crazy.<br />
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I'm so happy for her & I'm actually really excited to be able to help plan a wedding that isn't mine. SO much more fun that way.<br />
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Last month I went to my brothers wedding, it was so beautiful and I felt so blessed to be a part of it. It was a beautiful ceremony and reception and I had so much fun. Grant and his wife are now roaming around europe having the time of their lives. I'm so jelly.</div>
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A picture from our wedding photos love it so much :)</div>
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just exploring Perth.</div>
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My lunch today, just because.</div>
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Our House! Tallboy and I are currently going to renovate. At this point in time we need to paint all of the walls, do feature walls, get wedding photos and other prints ordered for hanging, get new bed covers and all of that. but it's just nice to finally have all of the rooms de-cluttered. </div>
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-52792832423775445892012-10-01T21:21:00.003+08:002012-10-01T21:21:48.939+08:00updateAnother update because I've been so slack. I honestly think that lounging and relaxing should be a sport I would win at it. I love wasting my days just plodding around doing nothing, watching mindless tv and looking at pretty things online. It's kind of really terrible how much I love it. I mean this whole long weekend the weather has been insane like too good to spend inside, but i've spent it inside anyway. I need to work on that.<br />
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This weekend was a long weekend, ugh so good! So sad to go back to work tomorrow.<br />
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Friday night tallboy and I went out to dinner and a movie. We saw Looper, it was actually pretty good for an action movie.<br />
On Saturday I was supposed to do my Tafe work whilst Tallboy went to stupid bucks party (I hate strippers, stupid sluzzies.) then my Partner in crime came over, we drank and caught up, I made us dinner while we just continued to drink and laugh. It was really nice.<br />
On Sunday Tallboy came home, we went to the movies again (he just loves the movies) we saw Bait in 3D it was the worst movie ever, truly terrible. We also went to masters and bought some paint to start on our house make over. I painted a little bit of the house and then Memma came over to hang out with us for a bit it was really nice.<br />
Today Tallboy was in a really lazy mood, he just wanted to chill out and not do much, so I spent the day just chilling with him, we painted our breakfast bar and started on some other house make over things. It was really nice. I'll start doing some before and after photos but our house is going to be a long process. I'm excited for the end result but I know it will take a long time.<br />
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I've also started writing a book, just something stupid to make me feel better about not using my 'writing' ability. Maybe I'll be able to put some sort of thrill or twist into it so it becomes something sellable but for right now it's just mishmash crap.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-19402836607022176332012-09-25T22:13:00.001+08:002012-09-25T22:13:45.837+08:00I've never knownI've never known what i've wanted to do with my life.<br />
All I know is that since my young teens i've been a hopeless romantic and i've been a writer. I've not necessarily been a good writer, i've not necessarily been good at grammar or punctuation. However, I've put my thoughts to paper and I've blurted out my emotions, it's as if it's all i've ever known.<br />
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I used to write poems, write raps, write short stories, write pages and pages of nonsense and it just felt right. I wish that I had taken that and just gone in some sort of direction with it. I've had diaries ever since I can remember, i've had at least 3 online blogs that I can recall and I still come back at 25 years of age and put my thoughts out here.<br />
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I just wish that I didn't have to 'wish' to know what I want to do. I'm so continuously lost. People say 'Who cares' if you don't know what you want to do? Um are you serious? Life is so short and precious, what's the point spending it feeling like you are less that what you are? Or feeling like you have something special but don't know how to use it? Or struggle on a daily basis because you need to know what else is out there?<br />
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I'm just going to start writing a novel on some shit.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-33806619184289851892012-09-21T22:01:00.001+08:002012-09-21T22:01:22.229+08:00Such is lifeI'm feeling a bit down tonight.<br />
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I hate what growing up can do to the mind.<br />
Kids are so fearless, so curious, free and oh got the innocence.<br />
I remember being little and watching 'Drop Dead Fred' over and over and over oblivious to it. It was my favourite movie. I tried to watch it a few years ago and it freaked me out.<br />
I used to love horse riding and water slides and then when I did those things a few years ago and went to theme parks in America I was petrified of the rides and refused to go on them.<br />
I hate how a little bit of fear can just paralyse what you are capable of doing.<br />
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Today I really just wish that I could run away.<br />
I dont know where I'd go or who I'd turn to, I'd just keep going until I got to somewhere, where the waves crashed on the sand and I could collapse into a heap and just be still and calm. I honestly can't even go to the beach by myself because I'm too scared that knowing my luck a murder would be lurking in the bushes. Bad people in the world are bullshit. Stupid effing murders and predators lurking in places that I want to run away to. If I want to run away I'd have to take a security guard and that just defeats the purpose of running away to be alone, even though the thing that upsets me the most is the fact that i'm alone.<br />
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MIND EFF RIGHT THERE PEOPLE.<br />
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<br />love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-39231287547939358852012-08-28T20:34:00.003+08:002012-08-28T20:34:58.833+08:00Update 2394329083094832So I can't even recall what i've been up to lately. WAY too much.<br />
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Nights out clubbing.<br />
Date nights with the boy.<br />
Goodbye dinner / city nights with friends who are going travelling.<br />
Impulsive icecream trips.<br />
Dinner Parties.<br />
Work outs.<br />
Diets.<br />
Binges.<br />
House reno planning.<br />
Husband / Wife plans.<br />
Smiles.<br />
Laughs<br />
& rarely any tears.<br />
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Life's been good lately.<br />
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Tonight I was discussing wedding songs with my brother for his wedding coming up in two weeks!! It's so exciting, he's getting so excited and it's so cute to see my older brother so happy and so ecstatic about the approaching day. I'll be doing a reading which Im so nervous about, but i'm also doing a speech which is fine. I'm not nervous about the speech, just the reading.<br />
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My Pa is coming to stay with us on Thursday night so I'm hoping he'll want to go to dinner and the movies or something. We will wait and see.<br />
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My plan to do TAFE at work on my early days has failed as I keep being unable to log in from their system so I'm going to make myself do it on the weekends for a few hours. It really should be something I can do. I just hate how it won't work, at work. :(<br />
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This weekend I dont really have plans so I'm hoping to focus a lot on my tafe work and get it sorted out ASAP.<br />
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That's about it for now.love.http://www.blogger.com/profile/02189380744758948556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613330972278806497.post-79814860743866216232012-08-28T20:26:00.001+08:002012-08-28T20:26:02.434+08:00Wedding FamePublishhhhheeeeddddd.<br />
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Our wedding has been featured in a few online blogs. Quite Exciting. :)<br />
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<a href="http://www.boho-weddings.com/2012/08/15/alicia-and-aarons-converse-wearing-carnival-loving-diy-australian-wedding-by-izo-photography/" target="_blank">http://www.boho-weddings.com/2012/08/15/alicia-and-aarons-converse-wearing-carnival-loving-diy-australian-wedding-by-izo-photography/</a><br />
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<a href="http://simaceito.com/a-dois/a-dois-momento-romantico-da-semana-9/?lang=en" target="_blank">http://simaceito.com/a-dois/a-dois-momento-romantico-da-semana-9/?lang=en</a><br />
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<a href="http://www.aphroditesweddingblog.com/blog/2012/08/20/real-wedding-a-pretty-in-pink-funfair-wedding/" target="_blank">http://www.aphroditesweddingblog.com/blog/2012/08/20/real-wedding-a-pretty-in-pink-funfair-wedding/</a><br />
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<a href="http://theknot.ninemsn.com.au/community/blogs/diary-of-an-australian-bride/abby/picking-the-photographer" target="_blank">http://theknot.ninemsn.com.au/community/blogs/diary-of-an-australian-bride/abby/picking-the-photographer</a><br />
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